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1 Jan 2020

HNY! My thoughts on heading into 2020

Here we are again, at the start of yet another year. I haven't made much use of my blog this past year, in fact I have only posted 5 blog posts, which is crazy considering back in the day I was clocking up 100+ per year. I have reverted most of those posts to drafts just because I don't feel like they need to be out in the internet world for every to see anymore, they've had their moment to be read and enjoyed by you lovely lot and now they are safely saved away in drafts for reminiscing purposes. 

No matter how long I've been away, when the year comes to an end I always feel compelled to write on here. Usually it's because I am reflecting a lot on the year gone by and I feel compelled to let my thoughts out. 

I feel a bit different this year though, this year, instead of looking at the past I am looking into the future and feeling excited about it. 

The two main changes in my life since this time last year are - I am now in a job I enjoy and I am now single. 

I feel like I am ending this year on a very high note mentally. I feel like I am starting the new year with a blank slate and I can paint it with whatever I want. I am young, free and have no major responsibilities to any one else.  I want 2020 to be the year of me. I know that sounds really self absorbent but there is nothing wrong with that sometimes! 
I want 2020 to be about focusing on myself and improving myself in every way possible. I am imagining the best version of myself and growing towards her a little every day. I want to enjoy my own company, learn new things an enrich myself, I want to become my own best friend and fall in love with myself this year. 

I may never have this time in my life again where I'm 27 (in February) and free to dedicate all my time, money and love to myself. 

One of the biggest lessons I've learnt this year is; Your life is in your own hands. If you are unhappy with something, you have the power to change it. No matter how helpless or stuck you feel, it is possible, you just have to have a little faith in your own capabilities.

So I'm going to take that learning from 2019 and keep it in mind with everything I do in 2020.

Hoping all your dreams and wishes for 2020 come through.
Sinead xo

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